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| nelly my bad for not updating on thursday like I said, but here it is as I sit in the nursery and you in the sound booth. This is my first entry from my phone so it won't be long. It is now that we must abandon our ways and seek His. This world is temporary yet we live in it like it is everything. It is time to become as dc talk so eloquently put it "Jesus Freaks" | | |
| I am gonna play some ncaa ball, I will start next fall if it all works out and I will be on a athletic scholarship, sweeet. I will also finish my degree while there. I think we will be the Ecclisia Trojans, but I am not sure about that. So if you want my autograph before I get to big time just let me know....
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| Well it is Sunday and I am at church and to be honest I could have slept in. That is pretty bad since I am a pastor on staff and NHC. Its not that I don't love God or want to be close to God, it just seems that church is not the answer to that, its part of the answer but there is more than that, more that requires action on my part away from church. Church for me = work, but I love the work 90% of the time the 10% is tough though. Bottom line is for me to enjoy church more it has to become about God and about others and not about me and what I want. Its about seeking God more than at church, church is to be a supplement to a relationship with God, not take place of God.
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| Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life!! But what did i do today to better the rest of my life??? Not much!! Still yearning to become all that I can but to often find myself sitting on my buttocks when I should be producing.
discipline: training to improve self control.
motivation: the pshycological feature that arouses us to action.
Two words often on my mind, why is it hard to be disciplined and why can't I just motivate me to action.
I think it has to do with all the mind numbing things that are around us. tv, puters, games, tons of things that we don't have to think to do. We become numb to things like motivation and discipline. I am gonna try to stop doing the mind numbing things and do some more reading, and time meditaing on Gods Word.
If we could only take the advice we give out we would be great!
thats all for now,
fixed in oh six
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| It a new year and a new me....thats what we all say at least.
Q. What will it take to change???
A. When you quit making excusses and quit being lazy things will change.
What will it take to become who I wish I was???
A. refer to above answer.
Problem is we are just not disciplined. We want what we want when we want it and if we don't get it then screw it. To change oneself is a process, like the catipillar in my son's book, he was an ugly catipillar but as life went on and he did what he had to doand he one day became the hot butterfly. We want to be a hot butterfly without going through what it takes. Blame society or parents or whatever you want but the only one who can change you is you!!!
My challenge to myself this year is to gett off my lazy a** and do somthing about it. Read a book, get organzied, loose some weight, whatever it is be like nike and just do it!!
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